I'm having a hard time talking to guys. There’s this one guy that I like.
We work together. Not every day but every time I see him I what to be with him. I want him to hold me, Kiss me. Since I never had a boy friend before he was the first guy to kiss me. I know now why I get awkward around him. I want to tell him how I feel but I can't. You see I have a thing that I think that he will not like; I can't read/spell that good. I know people should like you for who you are, and that we all have something that we don't what someone to know. This is not the same thing, this is big. Sometimes I think that’s the only thing holding me back.

Tainted Love

Dear Tainted Love,

This shouldn’t be a problem, it isn’t an essential flow in your character or personality, and you can always better yourself in spelling and reading.
I thing you should go for it, and tell him how you feel, if you have reached a stage where you are kissing, then it wouldn’t be wrong to tell him exactly how you feel.