My life has never been that messy! I feel down, lonely, and all negative feelings you can imagine! I broke up with my first love three years ago and since then I have been so confused. I got over him but my heart hasn't been knocked that soft knock which can bring an earthquake to your heart and the entire world. There have been lots of knocks but not the one I was looking for. I am not of that kind who can love easily, even the thought of me tasting it again was hard to accept, till a week ago while I was organizing an event in another city and there he was staring into my eyes in a way that shook my entire world ...

we talked, we were staying in different hotels, he had to work till late hours but he called after finishing his work and asked to see me but it was so late he kept begging and said he just wanted to say hi then leave. He came over from his hotel and he just said hi then left. I don't know what happened but something turned me off, so I didn't call him for the next couple of days. Every time I see him I show him a mask face, I don't know why I did that, then I called after I left and he was pissed off because he says I wasted a couple of days we could have met during, but things became okay, he said he'd call, but he didn't, I am not of that kind who falls in love with anybody, but I can't get that guy out of my head and heart, and I even lost his number!

LFL

Dear LFL,

You can make your life “unmessy” easily.
If you really can’t get over the guy, and feel that he is the one, then try finding his number in the “yellow pages”.
If you don’t want to have anything to do with him then just forget about him and get on with your life until someone will knock that important knock!