It's been a while since i loved or even liked anybody, I have fallen in love only once in my life, but we broke up three years ago, i thought me and love would never be on the same track anymore, but couple of weeks ago i started a training for my new job, and there he was... a light in the darkness, he is my trainee, once i laid my eye on him, i had a feeling i never experienced before, i just felt i knew this person all my life, like i knew this voice, that way of talking, and this look, i liked everything about him, when he talks it feels like i must have known him in another life...

It's like a dejavous, But he seems to ignore me on purpose, like if there is questions to be asked and it's my turn he stops asking, and it's not only once or twice so i can say must have been a coincidence... but all the time, there is still couple of weeks to go in my training and i won't see him after that, and he even avoids eye contact with me.... I only loved once before and it wasn't me who took the first step, and i am sorta shy, and my shyness stands between me and starting a conversation with him, being afraid of my eye discloses... what my heart feels.... I have no clue what to do and clock is ticking... Do i let go ?

Answer:

I guess you have to let go after all... you cant stay stuck in a zone for the rest of your life!

You have to get over your shyness and step up to him and defend your right to participate in the course... If you have a question, he has to answer you !
If he is ignoring you, that is his problem!