Question:
My cousin hooked me up with this guy a couple of years ago. This between us went bad fast, because he thought I was trying to play games with his heart. The sad part is that I was liking him and still do. I am the the type of person that does not know how to express my feelings. I can write them down on paper, but I cannot voice them. I have seen him and I can't say anything to him, not even speak. I recently saw him and some how gain enough carriage to speak and ask him to call. Instead he gave me his number and I hestitated to call. When I finally called the phone was disconnected. My feelings and pride are hurt again. More this time, because I wanted to apologize and at least start a friendship with him.
Hope
Hope,
I don't know how old you are. However, I would hope that you are old enough to have the courage to express your feelings. It's not an insult. I think we go through life asking 'what ifs' or 'this and that'. I believe in taking chances, even if you will get hurt. At the very least you can have your closure. Don't be afraid to get hurt. Don't be afraid to fall in love. You never know, this might be the best love you will ever fall into.