
The 'Gattacal' actress divorced ex-husband Ethan Hawke amid rumors he was cheating on her. Since the painful split, the exotic talent admits she guards her feelings.
"I've been excessively cautious or paranoid," she told a newspaper, but admitted that now she's opening up, even though she's nervous about the price she could pay for a mistake.
"I found the publicity and paparazzi difficult to take as a young mother," she said. "I've always been aware that every time I've lost my temper, every time I've flinched, I've paid for it, and I'm conscious of the cost - and my own responsibility

I really like Gattaca. And what Uma Thurman sez sums up what it must be like for anybody who has a job that deals with public. She looks strong anyway but what do we know.